It took a lot of courage for me to dig into my dark secret closet. I found my old diary, dated back in 1998, in which I described my suicide attempt. I followed one of the methods mentioned in the book Final Exit, by Derek Humphry.
In my suicide cache, there were 200 tablets of Stilnox (see the latest packaging); 3 bottles of Prosezine and 3 bottles of Sedilix (both were cough syrup, with codeine). In 23 June 1998, I swallowed all of them.
By (unknown) miracle, I was alive. What was in my head? Rotten pig’s brain. Who else is such an intellectual pinhead? Write to me.
By (unknown) miracle, I was alive. What was in my head? Rotten pig’s brain. Who else is such an intellectual pinhead? Write to me.
This is a reminder. Those who are contemplating suicide, or trying to emulate superstars’ suicide, or considering suicide as trendy.... You're indeed a PIG.
You wouldn’t be as fortunate as I was. Don't even dream.
2 comments:
Gracie,
Ok. Fom now on you can post something positive and beneficial that you have experienced.
Share with others how you picked up your life again.
Justin,
I will, after I've fully recovered from my illness, have gathered all my courage and have discovered my originally existed wisdom.
Gracie
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